1 00:00:02,179 --> 00:00:03,747 I love... 2 00:00:06,016 --> 00:00:09,586 our married people plates so much. Don't you? 3 00:00:10,954 --> 00:00:14,358 They have a pleasant heft and no rough surfaces. 4 00:00:14,491 --> 00:00:15,859 No. Hmm. 5 00:00:15,992 --> 00:00:17,361 You finished? 6 00:00:22,233 --> 00:00:24,067 We should have a dinner party. 7 00:00:24,201 --> 00:00:28,205 We have six smooth, beautiful married people plates. 8 00:00:28,339 --> 00:00:31,242 We can invite Frank and Morgan. 9 00:00:31,375 --> 00:00:35,045 That sounds not fun and like we might have fewer plates by the end. 10 00:00:35,179 --> 00:00:37,881 What about Jordan and Asher? That could be fun. 11 00:00:38,014 --> 00:00:40,651 But if we invite Asher and not Jerome, is that offensive? 12 00:00:41,318 --> 00:00:44,221 Okay, best idea yet, 13 00:00:44,355 --> 00:00:47,224 skip the dinner party, skip the awkwardness, see our friends at work. 14 00:00:47,358 --> 00:00:48,859 I'll be ready in a minute. 15 00:00:48,992 --> 00:00:51,828 It will be closer to four minutes, possibly five. 16 00:00:51,962 --> 00:00:53,297 Both are acceptable. 17 00:01:05,409 --> 00:01:07,611 I need the MandM report on my surgery. 18 00:01:07,744 --> 00:01:09,913 And by your surgery, you mean? 19 00:01:10,046 --> 00:01:12,883 The one Shaun performed on me. 20 00:01:13,016 --> 00:01:14,718 The committee found no evidence that Shaun did anything wrong. 21 00:01:14,851 --> 00:01:15,852 Inconclusive. 22 00:01:15,986 --> 00:01:18,021 They decided the evidence was inconclusive. 23 00:01:18,155 --> 00:01:19,556 I would like to do my own review. 24 00:01:22,193 --> 00:01:23,960 Do you really think you can be impartial, 25 00:01:24,094 --> 00:01:26,963 or will you just be searching for a reason to punish Shaun? 26 00:01:28,465 --> 00:01:30,634 I don't know why I would, 27 00:01:30,767 --> 00:01:33,737 unless something in the report suggests Dr. Murphy made a mistake. 28 00:01:36,607 --> 00:01:38,309 I'll email you the file. 29 00:01:45,716 --> 00:01:46,983 How are you? 30 00:01:47,117 --> 00:01:48,385 I'm fine. 31 00:01:48,519 --> 00:01:50,987 Mm. So brave, pretending not to be hurt 32 00:01:51,121 --> 00:01:52,956 after your crush shot you down! 33 00:01:53,089 --> 00:01:54,758 I asked Perez to drinks to be nice 34 00:01:54,891 --> 00:01:55,959 because I was mean to him all day. 35 00:01:56,092 --> 00:01:57,594 - I do not have a crush. - Yeah, whatever. 36 00:02:20,284 --> 00:02:21,618 Sorry. Forgot these. 37 00:02:26,423 --> 00:02:27,190 That was extraordinary. 38 00:02:27,324 --> 00:02:28,191 I feel nothing. 39 00:02:32,629 --> 00:02:34,064 Help me! 40 00:02:34,197 --> 00:02:36,533 Cady Stinson, 24, history of bipolar and depressive disorder. 41 00:02:36,667 --> 00:02:39,169 Came in with cuts, abrasions, and likely right distal radial fracture. 42 00:02:39,303 --> 00:02:40,837 She jumped out of our car while it was moving. 43 00:02:40,971 --> 00:02:42,205 They're kidnapping me! 44 00:02:42,339 --> 00:02:43,907 Have five milligrams of haloperidol ready, in case. 45 00:02:44,040 --> 00:02:46,209 Cady, you're safe. I'm Dr. Park. 46 00:02:46,343 --> 00:02:49,145 I'm here to help. I need to examine your wrist, okay? 47 00:02:51,515 --> 00:02:53,850 We were on our way to an inpatient psych facility. 48 00:02:53,984 --> 00:02:55,986 She's so worked up because she doesn't want to go. 49 00:02:56,119 --> 00:02:57,721 She hasn't even recognized us in at least two months. 50 00:02:57,854 --> 00:02:59,256 No, no, no. Don't talk to them! 51 00:02:59,390 --> 00:03:00,924 - They're liars! - Cady, Cady, Cady, please hold still. 52 00:03:01,057 --> 00:03:03,059 You-- You can't trust them. Please, please, Dr. Park. 53 00:03:03,193 --> 00:03:04,695 - No! No! Get that away from me! - Cady, Cady, Cady. 54 00:03:04,828 --> 00:03:05,829 - Careful with the arm. - No! No, no! 55 00:03:05,962 --> 00:03:07,230 Don't touch me! Don't touch me! 56 00:03:07,364 --> 00:03:10,434 - Aah! - Aah! Aah! 57 00:03:12,002 --> 00:03:13,270 Radial artery's lacerated. 58 00:03:13,404 --> 00:03:14,771 We need to get her to an OR. 59 00:03:31,288 --> 00:03:35,058 This is Dr. Shaun Murphy, one of our surgical attendings. 60 00:03:35,191 --> 00:03:36,327 This is Julianne. 61 00:03:36,460 --> 00:03:37,961 She fractured her ankle falling off a curb. 62 00:03:38,094 --> 00:03:40,263 The tibiotalar joint may be an issue. 63 00:03:40,397 --> 00:03:43,099 I got dizzy from hypoglycemia. 64 00:03:43,233 --> 00:03:44,868 Must've mistimed my insulin. 65 00:03:45,001 --> 00:03:46,870 No idea how that happened. 66 00:03:47,003 --> 00:03:48,372 Is it time to check my blood sugar? 67 00:03:48,505 --> 00:03:49,473 No, not yet. 68 00:03:51,542 --> 00:03:54,511 Oh, that is a very shiny wedding ring. 69 00:03:54,645 --> 00:03:56,880 How long has it been, Dr. Murphy? 70 00:03:57,013 --> 00:03:59,450 Lea and I have been married for three months 71 00:03:59,583 --> 00:04:01,452 and seven days and 13 hours. 72 00:04:01,585 --> 00:04:03,320 Wet cement year. Oh. 73 00:04:03,454 --> 00:04:06,056 I wish I met more of my clients at that stage. 74 00:04:06,189 --> 00:04:09,125 I'm a marital therapist. 75 00:04:09,259 --> 00:04:10,794 And best-selling author, 76 00:04:10,927 --> 00:04:12,228 host of one of my favorite podcasts, 77 00:04:12,363 --> 00:04:13,597 and probably the reason why Jay-Z 78 00:04:13,730 --> 00:04:14,931 and Beyonce are still together. 79 00:04:15,065 --> 00:04:16,299 Full plantar and dorsiflexion 80 00:04:16,433 --> 00:04:17,568 range of motion. 81 00:04:17,701 --> 00:04:20,103 The first year of marriage is crucial 82 00:04:20,236 --> 00:04:22,839 for cultivating good patterns and weeding out bad ones 83 00:04:22,973 --> 00:04:25,776 before they can harden into habits 84 00:04:25,909 --> 00:04:27,744 that will define your entire relationship. 85 00:04:29,212 --> 00:04:31,147 What habits define your marriage? 86 00:04:32,248 --> 00:04:34,451 I'm afraid all our habits are in the past. 87 00:04:34,585 --> 00:04:35,986 My husband died recently. 88 00:04:37,521 --> 00:04:39,690 I'm so sorry for your loss. 89 00:04:39,823 --> 00:04:40,791 How long has he been gone? 90 00:04:41,558 --> 00:04:42,759 A little over five months. 91 00:04:45,195 --> 00:04:46,763 Is it time to check my blood sugar? 92 00:04:46,897 --> 00:04:47,764 You asked her about a minute ago. 93 00:04:50,066 --> 00:04:52,903 - It was longer than that. - No, it wasn't. 94 00:04:53,036 --> 00:04:54,638 And I know, from your podcast, 95 00:04:54,771 --> 00:04:56,973 your husband died several years ago. 96 00:04:59,643 --> 00:05:01,344 You need surgery on your ankle, 97 00:05:02,479 --> 00:05:04,147 but we should MRI your brain. 98 00:05:10,186 --> 00:05:12,923 We've repaired the laceration to her radial artery, 99 00:05:13,056 --> 00:05:14,558 but there's still a decision to be made 100 00:05:14,691 --> 00:05:15,792 on treating her wrist fracture. 101 00:05:17,694 --> 00:05:20,631 There's a choice between external or internal fixation. 102 00:05:20,764 --> 00:05:22,966 The external fixator involves attaching a metal frame 103 00:05:23,099 --> 00:05:24,868 to her forearm and hand. 104 00:05:25,001 --> 00:05:26,803 It requires a longer stay 105 00:05:26,937 --> 00:05:29,573 and frequent adjustments for eight to twelve weeks. 106 00:05:29,706 --> 00:05:32,743 Internal gets Cady out of the hospital sooner, 107 00:05:32,876 --> 00:05:34,645 but has a high risk of complications, 108 00:05:34,778 --> 00:05:35,812 like nerve damage or infection. 109 00:05:37,180 --> 00:05:40,283 Uh, I don't like the sound of those complications. 110 00:05:40,417 --> 00:05:42,819 The treatment center will only hold her spot for a week. 111 00:05:42,953 --> 00:05:45,155 What happens if they can't handle those adjustments? 112 00:05:45,288 --> 00:05:46,823 I can reach out to them. 113 00:05:46,957 --> 00:05:49,660 I-I-I'm not certain about sending Cady 114 00:05:49,793 --> 00:05:51,728 away for treatment at this point. 115 00:05:51,862 --> 00:05:54,498 She nearly killed herself rather than go to that place. 116 00:05:54,631 --> 00:05:57,701 She's a danger to herself. She's a danger to others. 117 00:05:59,369 --> 00:06:00,904 She needs more help than we can give her. 118 00:06:02,038 --> 00:06:03,940 We'll leave you two alone to talk. 119 00:06:04,074 --> 00:06:06,743 As Cady's mother, it's my decision. 120 00:06:08,044 --> 00:06:08,845 Moira! 121 00:06:09,946 --> 00:06:11,081 I love Cady like a daughter. 122 00:06:15,552 --> 00:06:16,853 But if she comes home... 123 00:06:21,257 --> 00:06:22,325 I'm not sure I can. 124 00:06:35,271 --> 00:06:37,508 Please do the external fixator. 125 00:06:39,409 --> 00:06:40,276 Thank you, doctors. 126 00:06:44,214 --> 00:06:46,617 I gave Lim a copy of the MandM report today. 127 00:06:46,750 --> 00:06:48,084 She was very insistent. 128 00:06:48,218 --> 00:06:49,285 She come see you? 129 00:06:49,419 --> 00:06:50,086 Not yet. 130 00:06:52,055 --> 00:06:54,090 - Uh, I'll clear out. - Please stay. 131 00:06:54,224 --> 00:06:56,226 I am interested in your opinion, as well. 132 00:06:56,359 --> 00:06:57,427 Must be a real doozy of a case 133 00:06:57,561 --> 00:06:59,796 if you called all of us, the chief included. 134 00:06:59,930 --> 00:07:01,397 I am treating a 51-year-old woman 135 00:07:01,532 --> 00:07:03,834 with a fractured ankle and a distorted sense of time. 136 00:07:03,967 --> 00:07:06,336 It is too soon to tell if it is a doozy. 137 00:07:06,469 --> 00:07:07,871 Now, we can begin. 138 00:07:08,004 --> 00:07:11,474 Please describe all of the bad habits that developed 139 00:07:11,608 --> 00:07:14,611 during the first year of your respective failed marriages. 140 00:07:14,745 --> 00:07:16,613 Or good habits, if you had any. 141 00:07:19,249 --> 00:07:21,785 So, we're all here because... 142 00:07:21,918 --> 00:07:23,419 As an attending, 143 00:07:23,554 --> 00:07:24,588 I no longer have time to talk 144 00:07:24,721 --> 00:07:25,622 to you all individually, 145 00:07:25,756 --> 00:07:27,423 so, I called a meeting 146 00:07:28,559 --> 00:07:29,926 of the divorced. 147 00:07:30,060 --> 00:07:32,829 Dr. Glassman, you have the most failed marriages. 148 00:07:34,497 --> 00:07:36,933 Park's split-up was much more recent. You go first. 149 00:07:38,835 --> 00:07:40,070 Well, that was a break-up, 150 00:07:40,203 --> 00:07:41,304 not a divorce. 151 00:07:41,437 --> 00:07:43,106 You and Dr. Reznick seemed pretty serious. 152 00:07:45,341 --> 00:07:48,178 Um, don't get involved 153 00:07:48,311 --> 00:07:50,346 with a pathologically ambitious narcissist and, uh... 154 00:07:52,148 --> 00:07:54,785 be as emotionally open as possible, 155 00:07:54,918 --> 00:07:56,286 which you're already great at. 156 00:07:56,419 --> 00:07:57,721 And that goes for everything. 157 00:07:57,854 --> 00:07:59,189 Nothing is too small to discuss. 158 00:07:59,322 --> 00:08:03,193 Except for the infinite number of differences of opinion. 159 00:08:03,326 --> 00:08:05,962 And how do you know which ones don't matter? 160 00:08:10,801 --> 00:08:12,636 Dr. Murphy, if you have concerns about your marriage, 161 00:08:12,769 --> 00:08:13,870 talk to your wife. 162 00:08:15,005 --> 00:08:16,239 Meeting adjourned. 163 00:08:19,910 --> 00:08:21,578 Julianne's brain MRI. 164 00:08:21,712 --> 00:08:23,046 Check out the parietal lobe. 165 00:08:23,179 --> 00:08:24,147 Dr. Andrews! 166 00:08:31,788 --> 00:08:34,190 You have a grade 2 oligodendroglioma 167 00:08:34,257 --> 00:08:35,626 centered in your parietal lobe. 168 00:08:35,692 --> 00:08:37,761 It's disturbing your precuneus region. 169 00:08:39,129 --> 00:08:39,996 May I? 170 00:08:42,298 --> 00:08:45,001 Looked at a lot of brains during my doctoral psych program. 171 00:08:47,337 --> 00:08:50,073 It's close to the motor and primary sensory cortex. 172 00:08:50,206 --> 00:08:52,575 We will need to map out 173 00:08:52,709 --> 00:08:54,010 the critical structures of your brain 174 00:08:54,144 --> 00:08:55,345 to determine a surgical approach. 175 00:08:55,478 --> 00:08:56,379 There are risks, 176 00:08:56,512 --> 00:08:57,814 but if we can get all of it, 177 00:08:57,948 --> 00:09:00,016 the prognosis is excellent. 178 00:09:00,150 --> 00:09:01,517 Or we could try to shrink the tumor 179 00:09:01,652 --> 00:09:02,585 with chemo and radiation, 180 00:09:02,719 --> 00:09:04,154 but there's an increased chance 181 00:09:04,287 --> 00:09:07,423 the tumor will progress to a grade 4 glioma. 182 00:09:11,662 --> 00:09:13,029 I want the surgery. 183 00:09:14,330 --> 00:09:17,433 My life's work has been to help people find 184 00:09:17,567 --> 00:09:18,835 what my husband and I had. 185 00:09:19,970 --> 00:09:22,405 I'm not done yet. 186 00:09:22,538 --> 00:09:25,541 That is... very good to hear. 187 00:09:27,077 --> 00:09:29,379 This transcranial magnetic stimulation 188 00:09:29,512 --> 00:09:31,381 will pinpoint the pathways of your motor cortex 189 00:09:31,514 --> 00:09:33,149 and help us resect your brain tumor. 190 00:09:33,283 --> 00:09:34,484 And this is my wife, Lea. 191 00:09:35,385 --> 00:09:37,788 - Hey. - Lea, met Julianne. 192 00:09:37,921 --> 00:09:39,155 She is a marriage therapist 193 00:09:39,289 --> 00:09:41,057 and told me to be careful of the habits we set. 194 00:09:42,558 --> 00:09:45,996 Great to meet you, but under the circumstances-- 195 00:09:46,129 --> 00:09:47,764 Chatting with you two is much better 196 00:09:47,898 --> 00:09:50,466 than contemplating those circumstances. 197 00:09:50,600 --> 00:09:51,935 Stay. 198 00:09:52,068 --> 00:09:53,603 I made a list of small habits 199 00:09:53,737 --> 00:09:55,138 that could become larger problems. 200 00:10:01,044 --> 00:10:02,746 "Snoring, minor tardiness." 201 00:10:04,580 --> 00:10:06,582 - Is that supposed to happen? - Yes. 202 00:10:06,717 --> 00:10:08,952 A disconcerting tolerance for dust. 203 00:10:09,085 --> 00:10:11,087 - These are all my habits. - Yes. 204 00:10:11,221 --> 00:10:13,123 Do I have habits you would like me to change? 205 00:10:16,760 --> 00:10:18,862 At this point, you better just say it, hmm? 206 00:10:19,595 --> 00:10:21,431 The dishes. 207 00:10:21,564 --> 00:10:22,833 You take them out of the dishwasher 208 00:10:22,966 --> 00:10:24,600 and rerinse them after I've already done it. 209 00:10:24,735 --> 00:10:26,502 Because you are doing it wrong. 210 00:10:29,973 --> 00:10:32,008 Try to hold still. 211 00:10:32,142 --> 00:10:35,278 We just need to make sure that your wound's clean for surgery tomorrow. 212 00:10:35,411 --> 00:10:37,147 My head hurts. I-I need to sit up. 213 00:10:38,314 --> 00:10:39,115 Hey. 214 00:10:42,819 --> 00:10:44,120 Please, just let me see my mom. 215 00:10:47,991 --> 00:10:49,359 She wouldn't like what you're doing to me. 216 00:10:53,163 --> 00:10:55,365 We're all trying to help you feel better. 217 00:10:56,632 --> 00:10:57,901 You hungry? 218 00:10:58,034 --> 00:10:59,535 Paul went to get you some food. 219 00:11:02,005 --> 00:11:03,039 I want to go home. 220 00:11:03,173 --> 00:11:04,507 Okay, wound looks good. 221 00:11:04,640 --> 00:11:07,043 Now, let's pack it with gauze. 222 00:11:07,177 --> 00:11:08,678 We can give her something to try to help her relax. 223 00:11:08,812 --> 00:11:10,380 No. No more poison. 224 00:11:10,513 --> 00:11:12,548 She doesn't need to be drugged. She's uncomfortable. 225 00:11:12,682 --> 00:11:15,151 Please, just let her out. 226 00:11:17,420 --> 00:11:19,155 I can't. I'm sorry. 227 00:11:28,131 --> 00:11:30,200 On all three fundamentals, 228 00:11:30,333 --> 00:11:32,969 water temperature, choice of equipment, and application of force, 229 00:11:33,103 --> 00:11:34,137 your technique is lacking. 230 00:11:34,270 --> 00:11:35,505 Shaun, we have a dishwasher. 231 00:11:35,638 --> 00:11:37,373 This is just a preliminary rinse. 232 00:11:37,507 --> 00:11:41,344 Shaun, um, instead of offering a critique, 233 00:11:41,477 --> 00:11:44,547 try stating a positive need. 234 00:11:44,680 --> 00:11:49,419 You know, something like, "I wish the situation was more like this..." 235 00:11:51,687 --> 00:11:55,158 I wish the situation was more like 236 00:11:55,291 --> 00:11:56,827 Lea knew how to wash the dishes. 237 00:11:56,960 --> 00:11:58,028 We're done with the mapping. 238 00:12:01,431 --> 00:12:04,100 Lea, do you enjoy doing the dishes? 239 00:12:04,234 --> 00:12:05,535 Does anyone? 240 00:12:05,668 --> 00:12:06,469 I do. 241 00:12:10,306 --> 00:12:12,876 Then forget finding common ground on this, huh? 242 00:12:13,009 --> 00:12:14,210 Divide and conquer. 243 00:12:19,249 --> 00:12:24,487 He went three for four, two doubles, three RBIs, and struck out the side! 244 00:12:26,256 --> 00:12:28,791 Well, wait until he's 16 and can throw a curve. 245 00:12:28,925 --> 00:12:31,794 Oh, I-I think I can get back from here. 246 00:12:31,928 --> 00:12:33,796 Oh, please. I'm enjoying the company. 247 00:12:33,930 --> 00:12:35,131 Ohh! 248 00:12:35,265 --> 00:12:38,234 You're so sweet. 249 00:12:39,569 --> 00:12:41,804 - I feel nothing. Leave me alone. - Fine. 250 00:12:46,109 --> 00:12:47,743 What have you two been fighting about? 251 00:12:47,878 --> 00:12:49,079 - Everything. - Just little stuff. 252 00:12:49,212 --> 00:12:50,746 Yeah, because you're so crabby. 253 00:12:50,881 --> 00:12:51,714 Because you're so distracted. 254 00:12:53,116 --> 00:12:56,419 It's always like this when I'm on night shifts. 255 00:12:56,552 --> 00:12:57,954 Why do you think night shifts are a problem? 256 00:13:00,423 --> 00:13:03,193 We have less time together to hang out and-- 257 00:13:03,326 --> 00:13:05,661 Sex! There's no sex. 258 00:13:05,795 --> 00:13:07,263 Because he's too tired when he gets home. 259 00:13:09,165 --> 00:13:10,266 Hmm. 260 00:13:11,567 --> 00:13:13,736 Why do you have to wait until he gets home? 261 00:13:18,308 --> 00:13:20,043 Five more on this side, then switch. 262 00:13:20,176 --> 00:13:21,144 I'm going to get a heat pad. 263 00:13:25,315 --> 00:13:26,849 You wanted to do a hemihepatectomy, 264 00:13:26,983 --> 00:13:28,318 but Shaun changed your surgical plan. 265 00:13:29,752 --> 00:13:30,320 Is that right? 266 00:13:32,455 --> 00:13:35,791 Would you like me to put my hand on a Bible, counselor? 267 00:13:35,926 --> 00:13:38,428 I thought removing a lobe was the safest choice. 268 00:13:38,561 --> 00:13:40,796 After I left, the parameters changed. Shaun adjusted. 269 00:13:42,999 --> 00:13:44,834 A resident overruled your judgment, 270 00:13:44,968 --> 00:13:47,103 without bothering to consult you, 271 00:13:47,237 --> 00:13:48,638 and you were fine with that? 272 00:13:48,771 --> 00:13:50,907 That resident was days away from becoming an attending, 273 00:13:51,041 --> 00:13:53,343 and he did exactly what you trained him to do: 274 00:13:53,476 --> 00:13:55,578 he made a tough decision, a hard call, 275 00:13:55,711 --> 00:13:56,746 with limited data. 276 00:13:58,181 --> 00:13:59,215 Would you have made that call? 277 00:14:01,417 --> 00:14:04,254 When I got back, I evaluated the progress, 278 00:14:04,387 --> 00:14:06,522 and I decided that it was safe to continue. 279 00:14:08,591 --> 00:14:09,359 It was safe? 280 00:14:10,360 --> 00:14:12,428 Or you had no choice? 281 00:14:12,562 --> 00:14:14,197 Clearly, you read the report. You tell me. 282 00:14:18,801 --> 00:14:20,770 You asked why no one had come to get you. 283 00:14:20,903 --> 00:14:22,805 If you were fine with Shaun's call, why would you care? 284 00:14:23,539 --> 00:14:24,640 I was worried about you. 285 00:14:24,774 --> 00:14:25,708 Thank you. 286 00:14:28,711 --> 00:14:31,347 But if you were fine with the call, why would you care? 287 00:14:33,950 --> 00:14:36,086 - I got angry. - You didn't say angry in the MandM. 288 00:14:36,219 --> 00:14:38,254 You said, "Concerned." 289 00:14:38,388 --> 00:14:40,223 You're slicing the salami pretty thin right now. 290 00:14:40,356 --> 00:14:41,724 Why not just say you were angry? 291 00:14:41,857 --> 00:14:44,860 My precise emotional state is not medically relevant. 292 00:14:44,995 --> 00:14:47,030 Unless you were angry because Shaun made a bad call. 293 00:14:52,768 --> 00:14:54,204 Shaun saved your life. 294 00:15:21,064 --> 00:15:22,098 What? 295 00:15:23,366 --> 00:15:25,135 Folding the shirt in thirds 296 00:15:25,268 --> 00:15:27,270 allows them to be stored vertically. 297 00:15:27,403 --> 00:15:29,105 Sure, but I'd rather-- 298 00:15:29,239 --> 00:15:31,141 Storing them vertically saves space 299 00:15:31,274 --> 00:15:33,043 and makes them easier to find. 300 00:15:36,112 --> 00:15:37,780 Well, why don't you fold the shirts? 301 00:15:40,116 --> 00:15:41,417 That is an excellent idea. 302 00:15:45,955 --> 00:15:46,822 Good night. 303 00:15:47,757 --> 00:15:48,591 Good night. 304 00:16:03,673 --> 00:16:04,907 Not a bad way to spend a dinner break. 305 00:16:08,678 --> 00:16:10,713 I'm going to go crash for a while before my call starts. 306 00:16:10,846 --> 00:16:11,647 Okay. 307 00:16:14,417 --> 00:16:16,452 Hey, we need Dr. Park or security. 308 00:16:16,586 --> 00:16:18,388 - What's wrong? - I-I went home to get a change of clothes-- 309 00:16:18,521 --> 00:16:19,822 I must've fallen asleep. 310 00:16:20,756 --> 00:16:22,192 She's gone. 311 00:16:30,933 --> 00:16:32,468 Cady couldn't sleep with, with the restraints. 312 00:16:32,602 --> 00:16:34,170 She was upset and uncomfortable. 313 00:16:34,970 --> 00:16:36,106 I took them off. 314 00:16:38,808 --> 00:16:40,176 I asked her to. It's my fault. 315 00:16:41,611 --> 00:16:45,081 It's not your job to enforce hospital protocol. 316 00:16:45,215 --> 00:16:47,117 Security's been alerted. They're working top-down. 317 00:16:47,250 --> 00:16:49,018 You guys cover the east wing. We'll take the west. 318 00:16:49,152 --> 00:16:51,287 Start down that hall. I'll check the patient rooms. 319 00:16:54,890 --> 00:16:57,093 Resecting the final aspect of the tumor. 320 00:17:00,196 --> 00:17:01,564 Lea and I took Julianne's advice 321 00:17:01,697 --> 00:17:03,166 and divided and conquered last night. 322 00:17:03,299 --> 00:17:06,469 I started with the dishes and then moved on to folding laundry. 323 00:17:06,602 --> 00:17:07,503 More irrigation. 324 00:17:08,671 --> 00:17:11,107 And Lea, what did she conquer? 325 00:17:11,241 --> 00:17:15,678 I was very open and pointed out her shirt-folding errors, and then she went to bed. 326 00:17:15,811 --> 00:17:17,380 It was quite successful. 327 00:17:19,949 --> 00:17:21,083 You sure about that? 328 00:17:22,818 --> 00:17:25,688 - Did she... kiss you good night? - Yes. 329 00:17:26,556 --> 00:17:28,090 - Cheek or lips? - Cheek. 330 00:17:29,759 --> 00:17:31,527 I got all of the tumor. 331 00:17:31,661 --> 00:17:33,763 Remove the patties and line the resection bed with Fibrillar. 332 00:17:36,832 --> 00:17:38,734 You think maybe it was not a success with Lea? 333 00:17:40,970 --> 00:17:42,872 - Sounds like maybe-- - You bombed. 334 00:17:45,941 --> 00:17:46,609 She's in V-tach. 335 00:17:48,077 --> 00:17:50,713 No carotid pulse. No detectable BP on the art line. 336 00:17:50,846 --> 00:17:52,114 Check the brain for herniation or hematoma. 337 00:17:53,416 --> 00:17:57,453 No bleeding or signs of edema... 338 00:17:57,587 --> 00:18:00,423 No increased ICP. Maybe she threw a PE? 339 00:18:00,556 --> 00:18:02,958 Her EKG was normal. Give one milligram of epi and stand by with more. 340 00:18:04,827 --> 00:18:07,029 Clear! 341 00:18:15,605 --> 00:18:19,442 Her brain looked good. Her vitals were stable. 342 00:18:19,575 --> 00:18:20,876 No history of heart disease. 343 00:18:21,010 --> 00:18:22,745 Could be an adverse reaction to the anesthesia? 344 00:18:24,747 --> 00:18:28,584 Do an echo, send trops, and put her on telemetry to rule out cardiac issues. 345 00:18:30,553 --> 00:18:33,589 ♪ But I see your true colors ♪ 346 00:18:33,723 --> 00:18:35,591 ♪ Shining through ♪ 347 00:18:35,725 --> 00:18:39,161 ♪ I see your true colors ♪ 348 00:18:39,295 --> 00:18:41,597 ♪ And that's why I love you ♪ 349 00:18:41,731 --> 00:18:43,633 ♪ So don't be afraid ♪ 350 00:18:44,667 --> 00:18:46,536 ♪ To let them show ♪ 351 00:18:46,669 --> 00:18:49,772 ♪ Your true colors ♪ 352 00:18:49,905 --> 00:18:52,174 ♪ Your true colors ♪ 353 00:18:52,308 --> 00:18:54,277 ♪ Are beautiful ♪ 354 00:18:56,145 --> 00:18:58,614 ♪ Like a rainbow ♪ 355 00:19:01,083 --> 00:19:01,884 Cady. 356 00:19:03,753 --> 00:19:04,620 Hey. 357 00:19:05,821 --> 00:19:06,622 Okay? 358 00:19:11,961 --> 00:19:13,629 Seems like you're feeling a bit better. 359 00:19:15,030 --> 00:19:16,399 I'm working on my solo. 360 00:19:16,532 --> 00:19:18,067 I know. I heard. 361 00:19:19,302 --> 00:19:20,202 It's lovely. 362 00:19:22,137 --> 00:19:24,106 Would you sing it to me while we walk back to your room? 363 00:19:26,676 --> 00:19:28,043 Do I have to lie down? 364 00:19:28,177 --> 00:19:29,445 It makes my head hurt. 365 00:19:31,547 --> 00:19:32,548 You can sit up in your bed. 366 00:19:34,850 --> 00:19:36,018 Okay. Come on. 367 00:19:39,655 --> 00:19:40,790 Attagirl. 368 00:19:49,665 --> 00:19:50,866 Cady, do your feet hurt? 369 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:53,202 No. They're just sticky. 370 00:19:53,336 --> 00:19:54,704 They put glue on them to keep me from running. 371 00:19:56,839 --> 00:20:00,209 ♪ But I see your true colors Shining through... ♪ 372 00:20:00,343 --> 00:20:02,044 - We need to get a head CT. - Yeah. 373 00:20:02,177 --> 00:20:02,912 ♪ I see your true ♪ 374 00:20:03,779 --> 00:20:05,681 The ventricular enlargement, 375 00:20:05,815 --> 00:20:07,683 that's fluid built up inside her brain. 376 00:20:08,884 --> 00:20:10,686 Cady has hydrocephalus. 377 00:20:10,820 --> 00:20:13,055 It explains a lot of her symptoms, shuffling her feet, 378 00:20:13,188 --> 00:20:15,691 the headaches when she lies down, and... 379 00:20:17,760 --> 00:20:20,095 possibly, her psychiatric issues. 380 00:20:22,598 --> 00:20:25,200 Cady might not be bipolar? 381 00:20:25,335 --> 00:20:26,902 We'll know more once we insert a shunt 382 00:20:27,036 --> 00:20:28,771 and drain the fluid from her brain. 383 00:20:28,904 --> 00:20:30,840 I noticed the shuffling a year ago. 384 00:20:30,973 --> 00:20:32,942 I-I didn't even mention it to the doctor. 385 00:20:33,075 --> 00:20:36,145 I just thought it was another... delusion. 386 00:20:36,278 --> 00:20:38,781 All the doctors we brought her to, they all missed it. 387 00:20:41,016 --> 00:20:43,052 We almost locked her up. 388 00:20:43,185 --> 00:20:44,119 She could've died in there. 389 00:20:52,027 --> 00:20:53,629 We removed all of the tumor. 390 00:20:53,763 --> 00:20:55,465 The surgery was successful, although-- 391 00:20:55,598 --> 00:20:56,566 I died. 392 00:20:58,167 --> 00:20:59,435 I saw you. 393 00:20:59,569 --> 00:21:01,737 It was like I was out of my body. 394 00:21:02,605 --> 00:21:04,740 I saw you doing compressions 395 00:21:04,874 --> 00:21:07,076 and there were alarms going off. 396 00:21:07,209 --> 00:21:11,280 And then I saw my husband in these quick flashes. 397 00:21:11,414 --> 00:21:13,949 He was waiting for me, somewhere. 398 00:21:15,585 --> 00:21:16,719 Tell me what you saw. 399 00:21:16,852 --> 00:21:19,855 There were vivid colors everywhere. 400 00:21:19,989 --> 00:21:22,592 It was unlike anything I had ever seen. 401 00:21:23,292 --> 00:21:25,761 But it felt like home. 402 00:21:26,962 --> 00:21:28,063 What kind of colors? 403 00:21:28,831 --> 00:21:31,133 I... can't describe them. 404 00:21:31,266 --> 00:21:34,604 My husband was reaching out to me... 405 00:21:36,238 --> 00:21:37,807 and I almost touched him. 406 00:21:39,475 --> 00:21:40,776 Then you pulled me back. 407 00:21:42,778 --> 00:21:44,013 You had a near-death experience. 408 00:21:46,716 --> 00:21:47,750 Ah. 409 00:21:47,883 --> 00:21:50,319 No. She had a symptom. 410 00:21:50,453 --> 00:21:52,488 There is something else wrong with your brain. 411 00:21:52,622 --> 00:21:53,656 We need to find out what it is. 412 00:22:05,367 --> 00:22:07,002 She didn't have an out-of-body experience! 413 00:22:08,270 --> 00:22:10,406 She accurately described us trying to save her. 414 00:22:10,540 --> 00:22:12,908 No, she described a code, which only proves 415 00:22:13,042 --> 00:22:15,377 that she watches medical shows on television. 416 00:22:15,511 --> 00:22:17,847 And the heaven that she told us about, it's all recycled cliches-- 417 00:22:17,980 --> 00:22:21,350 the peace, nice colors, your loved ones waiting. 418 00:22:21,484 --> 00:22:23,085 And maybe those cliches exist 419 00:22:23,218 --> 00:22:24,720 because that's what the afterlife is like. 420 00:22:26,489 --> 00:22:28,390 - You're a believer. - Please be quiet! 421 00:22:30,926 --> 00:22:33,162 Julianne must have a multifocal tumor, 422 00:22:33,295 --> 00:22:35,230 most likely in her occipital lobe. 423 00:22:35,364 --> 00:22:37,667 A tumor there could've caused a subclinical, nonconvulsive seizure, 424 00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:39,769 which would explain her hallucination and cardiac arrest. 425 00:22:39,902 --> 00:22:41,837 A tumor there would make sense. 426 00:22:42,672 --> 00:22:43,706 Then where is it? 427 00:22:45,475 --> 00:22:48,210 It must be hidden by the edema from the previous tumor. 428 00:22:48,343 --> 00:22:51,046 We need more images at a higher resolution. 429 00:22:51,180 --> 00:22:53,082 All right, I'll book the MRI and get Julianne. 430 00:22:55,050 --> 00:22:57,853 Oh, are you a one almighty God type 431 00:22:57,987 --> 00:22:59,722 or more spiritual, but not religious? 432 00:23:00,890 --> 00:23:01,857 I'm just asking for a friend. 433 00:23:40,095 --> 00:23:40,896 You're off-target. 434 00:23:43,232 --> 00:23:45,735 Position the catheter toward the nasion and tragus skull landmarks. 435 00:23:48,871 --> 00:23:50,039 If Cady hadn't wandered off, 436 00:23:50,172 --> 00:23:52,141 we may have never noticed the foot dragging. 437 00:23:52,274 --> 00:23:54,944 A good outcome doesn't cancel out a bad decision. 438 00:23:55,077 --> 00:23:56,512 The chain of command exists for a reason. 439 00:24:01,316 --> 00:24:03,285 I'm in. 440 00:24:03,418 --> 00:24:04,987 Attach the manometer to check her brain pressure. 441 00:24:09,892 --> 00:24:11,627 Oh, no. I'd guess about 40 centimeters. 442 00:24:14,163 --> 00:24:15,998 Must've been building up for years. 443 00:24:17,567 --> 00:24:19,301 The brain damage could be irreversible. 444 00:24:21,937 --> 00:24:23,573 I'm gonna place the valve, 445 00:24:23,706 --> 00:24:25,107 start draining fluid into the abdomen. 446 00:24:31,614 --> 00:24:33,015 I got your text. Is everything okay? 447 00:24:39,054 --> 00:24:41,356 Were you mad last night when I took over folding the shirts? 448 00:24:43,926 --> 00:24:46,295 Shaun, at some point we need to define 449 00:24:46,428 --> 00:24:49,064 what qualifies as an important matter 450 00:24:49,198 --> 00:24:51,166 that needs to be discussed as soon as possible. 451 00:24:51,300 --> 00:24:53,002 Yes. Okay. Were you mad? 452 00:24:54,436 --> 00:24:56,371 I was frustrated. But I'm over it. 453 00:24:56,505 --> 00:24:58,207 Why were you frustrated? 454 00:24:58,340 --> 00:25:00,375 Didn't you want to know the right way to do it? 455 00:25:00,509 --> 00:25:02,978 There's no right way to do it, Shaun. 456 00:25:04,113 --> 00:25:07,149 There's my way, there's your way, 457 00:25:07,282 --> 00:25:08,550 and a thousand other ways. 458 00:25:08,684 --> 00:25:10,820 And I don't need you to think that my way is right. 459 00:25:10,953 --> 00:25:14,323 Especially since your way is fully research supported. 460 00:25:14,456 --> 00:25:18,227 But knowing you think I'm wrong about so many things, 461 00:25:18,360 --> 00:25:21,697 sometimes it feels like you're watching me 462 00:25:21,831 --> 00:25:23,398 and holding a big sign that says, 463 00:25:23,532 --> 00:25:24,834 "You're doing everything wrong." 464 00:25:26,268 --> 00:25:27,402 That's why I was frustrated. 465 00:25:30,039 --> 00:25:31,506 And I know you didn't mean it that way, 466 00:25:31,641 --> 00:25:32,775 and I know it's important for you 467 00:25:32,908 --> 00:25:35,410 to have things a certain way. 468 00:25:35,544 --> 00:25:37,079 Because of my ASD. 469 00:25:37,212 --> 00:25:40,582 I love your brain, Shaun. 470 00:25:40,716 --> 00:25:44,186 And I really don't care about laundry and dishes. 471 00:25:45,888 --> 00:25:49,792 I'll find something else to be in charge of like grocery shopping. 472 00:25:52,962 --> 00:25:57,232 Maybe you could check the apples better for bruises. 473 00:25:57,366 --> 00:25:59,334 The store will not take them back. 474 00:26:00,903 --> 00:26:02,071 Right. 475 00:26:02,204 --> 00:26:04,039 There's something wrong with Julianne's brain. 476 00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:05,941 I don't see anything. 477 00:26:08,043 --> 00:26:09,044 Me neither. 478 00:26:12,547 --> 00:26:15,250 We'll know a lot more about her prognosis when she wakes up. 479 00:26:15,384 --> 00:26:18,220 For now, we're keeping her under sedation 480 00:26:18,353 --> 00:26:20,255 and giving mannitol to keep her brain pressure down. 481 00:26:20,389 --> 00:26:24,193 Well, whatever happens, we'll get through it. 482 00:26:24,326 --> 00:26:25,961 You're in for the long haul now? 483 00:26:27,396 --> 00:26:28,630 You threatened to walk out on us. 484 00:26:31,300 --> 00:26:33,068 I was upset. 485 00:26:33,202 --> 00:26:37,072 I just-- I was trying to do what was best for her and for-- for you. 486 00:26:37,206 --> 00:26:38,273 By leaving us? 487 00:27:02,197 --> 00:27:05,334 Your symptoms point to another tumor in your occipital lobe. 488 00:27:06,301 --> 00:27:08,670 No tablet this time? 489 00:27:08,804 --> 00:27:13,342 The tumor doesn't show up on imaging, but I know it is there. 490 00:27:13,475 --> 00:27:16,678 We can see an irregular and distinct pattern of edema in that region. 491 00:27:16,812 --> 00:27:19,514 If the tumor's there, it will very likely stop your heart again. 492 00:27:21,583 --> 00:27:23,118 I've been dead before. 493 00:27:24,619 --> 00:27:25,187 It was pretty great. 494 00:27:27,422 --> 00:27:29,324 I don't want the surgery. 495 00:27:29,458 --> 00:27:34,063 No, the bright colors you couldn't describe, that's color agnosia. 496 00:27:34,196 --> 00:27:36,799 Your husband being just out of reach, that's optic ataxia. 497 00:27:36,932 --> 00:27:38,667 You did not see Heaven. 498 00:27:38,801 --> 00:27:41,136 You had a seizure caused by your tumor. 499 00:27:42,337 --> 00:27:43,138 Dr. Murphy, 500 00:27:45,007 --> 00:27:47,142 you and I are both cursed 501 00:27:48,577 --> 00:27:51,046 with being very good at fixing things. 502 00:27:51,814 --> 00:27:53,715 When Scott was alive, 503 00:27:53,849 --> 00:27:59,188 I could have made a list of a hundred ways to improve my marriage, my husband. 504 00:28:00,289 --> 00:28:01,723 But when I saw him again... 505 00:28:04,359 --> 00:28:07,229 I couldn't think of a single thing I'd change. 506 00:28:09,999 --> 00:28:12,167 I just want to be with my husband again. 507 00:28:16,205 --> 00:28:17,172 You will be. 508 00:28:19,108 --> 00:28:21,576 Uh, I think what you experienced was real. 509 00:28:24,513 --> 00:28:27,416 What you saw, it's-- it's not going anywhere. 510 00:28:27,549 --> 00:28:29,751 And there are still a lot of people here who need your insight. 511 00:28:32,354 --> 00:28:36,725 I know that matters to you because even with a tumor-- 512 00:28:36,859 --> 00:28:38,193 Two brain tumors. 513 00:28:39,528 --> 00:28:42,097 Two brain tumors and a broken ankle, 514 00:28:42,231 --> 00:28:44,199 you still made a point of helping half your medical team. 515 00:28:46,869 --> 00:28:48,003 Eternity is a long time. 516 00:28:49,604 --> 00:28:51,941 Your husband will be waiting for you whenever you get there. 517 00:28:59,048 --> 00:29:00,215 He better. 518 00:29:04,486 --> 00:29:05,888 Let's see if you're right. 519 00:29:12,962 --> 00:29:14,763 She's a GCS of eight, 520 00:29:14,897 --> 00:29:16,531 has most of her brain stem reflexes. 521 00:29:16,665 --> 00:29:19,234 But no signs that she's ready to come off the vent. 522 00:29:22,972 --> 00:29:24,506 She always took forever to wake up. 523 00:29:31,546 --> 00:29:34,749 I saw Paul in the cafeteria just now 524 00:29:34,884 --> 00:29:36,485 surrounded by empty coffee cups. 525 00:29:38,187 --> 00:29:39,354 If you'd like some company-- 526 00:29:39,488 --> 00:29:41,156 No, I'm fine. Thank you, Doctor. 527 00:29:56,638 --> 00:29:58,874 I used to be a lieutenant on an aircraft carrier. 528 00:30:00,742 --> 00:30:02,711 The first time I saw a plane land, 529 00:30:02,844 --> 00:30:07,282 I thought for sure this sucker is going to skid right off the other end into the ocean. 530 00:30:10,419 --> 00:30:11,987 I promise there's a point to this. 531 00:30:14,924 --> 00:30:16,225 But they never do. 532 00:30:16,358 --> 00:30:18,260 Because the planes, 533 00:30:18,393 --> 00:30:22,264 they have these tail hooks that catch on these giant, inch-thick steel wires. 534 00:30:22,397 --> 00:30:25,400 These wires, they can stop a 50,000-pound aircraft 535 00:30:25,534 --> 00:30:29,371 traveling 150 miles per hour in two seconds. 536 00:30:31,273 --> 00:30:32,341 And they almost never break... 537 00:30:34,809 --> 00:30:36,678 until they do. 538 00:30:40,282 --> 00:30:42,918 One swung across the deck and hit my leg, sent me flying. 539 00:30:44,219 --> 00:30:45,554 I was in a coma for weeks. 540 00:30:47,189 --> 00:30:49,224 My parents, they had to decide 541 00:30:49,358 --> 00:30:50,993 whether or not to amputate my leg, 542 00:30:52,361 --> 00:30:53,395 and they disagreed. 543 00:30:56,631 --> 00:30:57,699 It got ugly. 544 00:31:01,336 --> 00:31:04,573 But my mom won. 545 00:31:08,010 --> 00:31:10,345 And I went to med school on one leg. 546 00:31:12,481 --> 00:31:15,784 And my parents, they celebrated 45 years last month. 547 00:31:21,323 --> 00:31:23,158 When a family member is sick, 548 00:31:25,827 --> 00:31:26,928 everybody gets a pass. 549 00:31:45,614 --> 00:31:46,381 Hi, there. 550 00:31:51,086 --> 00:31:54,389 After Shaun committed to the angioembolization, my collateral vessels bled, 551 00:31:54,523 --> 00:31:56,525 causing my blood pressure to bottom out. 552 00:31:56,658 --> 00:31:58,227 Audrey, it's late-- 553 00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:01,163 That loss of BP led to my cord ischemia, which led to my paralysis. 554 00:32:01,296 --> 00:32:04,233 - Do you agree? - Yes, as I said in the report, yes. 555 00:32:04,366 --> 00:32:06,235 The report is facts. It's just facts. 556 00:32:06,368 --> 00:32:08,770 Audrey, what exactly do you want from me? 557 00:32:08,903 --> 00:32:11,373 I am sitting in this chair because of that surgery. 558 00:32:11,506 --> 00:32:13,908 And everybody here seems completely fine with it. 559 00:32:14,043 --> 00:32:16,911 Fine with Shaun's decision, fine with him going rogue. 560 00:32:17,046 --> 00:32:17,779 I'm not fine with it. 561 00:32:21,116 --> 00:32:23,252 - I'm not fine with it. - Well, that is not what you said in the MandM. 562 00:32:23,385 --> 00:32:25,420 What Shaun did was headstrong, it was risky, 563 00:32:25,554 --> 00:32:27,122 and it's not what I would have done, okay? 564 00:32:27,256 --> 00:32:28,790 But let's just be clear. 565 00:32:28,923 --> 00:32:30,192 He didn't make a mistake, 566 00:32:30,325 --> 00:32:31,626 he did what he thought was best, 567 00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:34,196 and it shouldn't be a mark on his career as a surgeon. 568 00:32:34,329 --> 00:32:36,698 - That is not your decision. - And I'm angry, okay? 569 00:32:36,831 --> 00:32:39,768 I'm angry. So what? It's irrelevant. 570 00:32:39,901 --> 00:32:43,438 I'm so angry I could scream. It keeps me up every night. 571 00:32:43,572 --> 00:32:45,474 What if Andrews didn't call me away? 572 00:32:45,607 --> 00:32:47,776 What if I had come back just five minutes sooner? 573 00:32:47,909 --> 00:32:50,011 What if? What if? What if? 574 00:32:50,145 --> 00:32:52,447 Well, what would you have done? 575 00:32:54,583 --> 00:32:55,784 Come on, Aaron. 576 00:32:55,917 --> 00:32:56,851 What would you have done? 577 00:32:58,987 --> 00:33:01,456 Would you have told Shaun to go back to the original plan? 578 00:33:08,130 --> 00:33:08,963 Yes. 579 00:33:15,404 --> 00:33:16,471 Thank you. 580 00:33:21,143 --> 00:33:22,477 Because everything's fixed now? 581 00:33:24,179 --> 00:33:25,714 Because you're gonna walk again soon? 582 00:33:28,317 --> 00:33:29,484 Because you're with me. 583 00:33:32,987 --> 00:33:35,757 Finally somebody sees my side instead of Shaun's. 584 00:33:39,194 --> 00:33:40,562 It's not either-or. 585 00:33:43,365 --> 00:33:44,699 I'm not so sure. 586 00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:00,915 There's just something sexy about the closet. 587 00:34:02,484 --> 00:34:05,220 Maybe it's the symbolism. You know, like coming out of the closet. 588 00:34:05,354 --> 00:34:07,222 - I get it. I just don't approve of it. - Why? 589 00:34:08,457 --> 00:34:10,259 From the coffee shop that's on my way in. 590 00:34:10,392 --> 00:34:13,328 Number two on your list of top-ten food and beverage items 591 00:34:13,462 --> 00:34:14,829 within walking distance of the hospital. 592 00:34:15,630 --> 00:34:17,031 The almond croissant. 593 00:34:19,434 --> 00:34:21,703 Thanks. I'll pay you back. 594 00:34:21,836 --> 00:34:23,538 Don't you dare. I'll see you in surgery. 595 00:34:24,339 --> 00:34:25,140 Oh. 596 00:34:29,077 --> 00:34:31,580 Okay, I feel something. 597 00:34:32,947 --> 00:34:34,683 A crush. 598 00:34:34,816 --> 00:34:38,287 A massive, all-consuming, "my stomach rolls over when I see him" crush 599 00:34:38,420 --> 00:34:40,054 because he is gorgeous 600 00:34:40,189 --> 00:34:43,425 and thoughtful and smart and apparently eats carbs, and I'm only human. 601 00:34:44,893 --> 00:34:46,428 - Happy now? - Yeah. 602 00:34:48,597 --> 00:34:49,731 Are you gonna eat that? 603 00:34:53,268 --> 00:34:54,269 I'm so screwed. 604 00:34:57,606 --> 00:35:00,442 Just a minute. Dr. Murphy. 605 00:35:07,416 --> 00:35:09,484 Don't worry too much about the wet cement. 606 00:35:11,286 --> 00:35:14,789 It's clear how important your wife and your marriage is to you. 607 00:35:16,124 --> 00:35:18,993 Just keep letting Lea know that, 608 00:35:21,029 --> 00:35:23,332 and you'll keep being a great husband. 609 00:35:31,440 --> 00:35:33,442 Count backwards from ten. 610 00:35:34,743 --> 00:35:36,177 Ten. 611 00:35:37,145 --> 00:35:37,979 Nine. 612 00:35:39,714 --> 00:35:41,250 Eight. 613 00:35:41,383 --> 00:35:43,818 BIS is at 50. CO2 is normal. Ready, Doctor. 614 00:35:44,719 --> 00:35:47,789 Making the first incision. 615 00:35:47,922 --> 00:35:49,858 Stand by with the periosteal for skull dissection. 616 00:35:55,163 --> 00:35:57,832 Heart rate's 125. BP is 195 over 132. 617 00:35:57,966 --> 00:36:00,034 - Another seizure? - It's the tumor. 618 00:36:00,168 --> 00:36:02,804 Give another 500 of Keppra and high-dose propofol. 619 00:36:05,340 --> 00:36:06,508 She's in v-tach. No pulse. 620 00:36:10,111 --> 00:36:10,712 One milligram of epi. 621 00:36:15,484 --> 00:36:16,285 Clear! 622 00:36:37,372 --> 00:36:38,440 It's been 12 minutes. 623 00:36:54,989 --> 00:36:58,693 Time of death, 12:43 p.m. 624 00:37:06,234 --> 00:37:08,770 They're together again, somewhere. 625 00:37:14,242 --> 00:37:15,076 Probably not. 626 00:37:18,246 --> 00:37:19,180 But that would be nice. 627 00:37:36,030 --> 00:37:36,731 Hey. 628 00:37:40,935 --> 00:37:42,103 Hey, sweetie. 629 00:37:43,004 --> 00:37:43,772 I'm here. 630 00:37:45,006 --> 00:37:47,909 Mom? What's going on? Why am I here? 631 00:37:52,514 --> 00:37:53,548 You're in the hospital, 632 00:37:55,450 --> 00:37:56,951 but you're okay now. 633 00:37:57,085 --> 00:37:59,488 ♪ You with the sad eyes ♪ 634 00:37:59,621 --> 00:38:00,455 ♪ Don't be discouraged... ♪ 635 00:38:00,589 --> 00:38:01,690 Where's Paul? 636 00:38:01,823 --> 00:38:04,125 ♪ Oh, I realize... ♪ 637 00:38:04,993 --> 00:38:05,760 Hey, Cady-Cat. 638 00:38:08,229 --> 00:38:09,631 Hey, Papa Paul. 639 00:38:11,232 --> 00:38:12,333 Get in here. 640 00:38:14,302 --> 00:38:16,137 ♪ The darkness inside you... ♪ 641 00:38:17,205 --> 00:38:19,007 Yeah, get in here. 642 00:38:19,140 --> 00:38:25,179 ♪ But I see your true colors Shining through ♪ 643 00:38:25,313 --> 00:38:30,351 ♪ I see your true colors And that's why I love you... ♪ 644 00:38:30,485 --> 00:38:32,120 We missed you so much. 645 00:38:32,253 --> 00:38:36,190 ♪ So don't be afraid To let them show ♪ 646 00:38:36,324 --> 00:38:42,531 ♪ Your true colors Are beautiful ♪ 647 00:38:42,664 --> 00:38:46,468 ♪ Like a rainbow... ♪ 648 00:38:53,442 --> 00:38:58,046 I think you should do the dishes before I have to go. 649 00:38:59,180 --> 00:39:00,749 Really? 650 00:39:00,882 --> 00:39:02,083 Are you gonna teach me your technique? 651 00:39:02,216 --> 00:39:03,317 No. 652 00:39:03,452 --> 00:39:07,088 I am going to get ready for my night call. 653 00:39:09,390 --> 00:39:10,391 Go ahead. 654 00:39:12,461 --> 00:39:14,996 ♪ If this world Makes you crazy ♪ 655 00:39:15,129 --> 00:39:18,132 ♪ And you've taken All you can bear ♪ 656 00:39:18,266 --> 00:39:20,368 ♪ You call me up ♪ 657 00:39:20,502 --> 00:39:23,004 ♪ 'Cause you know I'll be there ♪ 658 00:39:23,137 --> 00:39:26,675 ♪ And I see your true colors ♪ 659 00:39:26,808 --> 00:39:29,010 ♪ Shining through ♪ 660 00:39:29,143 --> 00:39:32,547 ♪ I see your true colors ♪ 661 00:39:32,681 --> 00:39:35,550 ♪ That's why I love you... ♪ 662 00:39:35,684 --> 00:39:37,719 I love you, too, Shaun. 663 00:39:38,553 --> 00:39:40,455 ♪ To let them show ♪ 664 00:39:40,589 --> 00:39:44,025 ♪ Your true colors ♪ 665 00:39:44,158 --> 00:39:48,663 ♪ True colors Are shining through... ♪ 666 00:39:48,797 --> 00:39:50,064 It's okay if you can't watch. 667 00:39:50,198 --> 00:39:51,432 You can leave. 668 00:39:52,734 --> 00:39:55,069 ♪ And that's why I love you ♪ 669 00:39:55,203 --> 00:40:00,875 ♪ So don't be afraid To let it show ♪ 670 00:40:01,009 --> 00:40:06,948 ♪ Your true colors Are beautiful ♪ 671 00:40:10,552 --> 00:40:13,454 Hey, Cady's latest neuro exam showed no deficits. 672 00:40:13,588 --> 00:40:15,657 And the alignment from her ex fix looks great. 673 00:40:20,361 --> 00:40:21,730 Um, I'm sorry. 674 00:40:24,599 --> 00:40:27,702 Chain of command was never my strong suit. I'm working on it. 675 00:40:27,836 --> 00:40:28,903 Thank you... 676 00:40:33,041 --> 00:40:34,275 for your service, Lieutenant. 677 00:40:41,950 --> 00:40:43,585 Was anybody ever gonna ask about my limp? 678 00:40:47,789 --> 00:40:50,925 Shaun wanted to, but we told him he wasn't allowed. 679 00:41:02,203 --> 00:41:04,338 You lost a patient today, Dr. Murphy? 680 00:41:04,472 --> 00:41:07,375 She seized on the table before the first incision. 681 00:41:07,508 --> 00:41:09,644 Autopsy confirmed she had a high-grade occipital lobe tumor 682 00:41:09,778 --> 00:41:11,445 which would have killed her in three to six months. 683 00:41:13,014 --> 00:41:14,816 Your advice was good. 684 00:41:14,949 --> 00:41:17,151 I talked to Lea about habits 685 00:41:17,285 --> 00:41:19,654 and learned she doesn't appreciate when I wash the dishes 686 00:41:19,788 --> 00:41:21,122 after she washes the dishes, 687 00:41:21,255 --> 00:41:22,757 even though she is doing it wrong. 688 00:41:22,891 --> 00:41:24,358 Shaun, I can't hear this. 689 00:41:24,492 --> 00:41:26,861 Your advice was good. I talked to Lea about-- 690 00:41:26,995 --> 00:41:28,429 I mean, I don't want to hear it. 691 00:41:32,634 --> 00:41:35,303 I'm having complicated feelings about my surgery. 692 00:41:35,436 --> 00:41:36,971 - What you did. - I saved your life. 693 00:41:40,474 --> 00:41:41,475 This-- 694 00:41:42,611 --> 00:41:44,813 This is a struggle. 695 00:41:44,946 --> 00:41:48,983 You put me here, and I'm really angry about that. 696 00:41:52,787 --> 00:41:53,688 As your boss, 697 00:41:55,189 --> 00:41:57,058 I need to set my feelings aside, 698 00:41:57,191 --> 00:41:58,793 be professional, and I will. 699 00:42:02,096 --> 00:42:04,198 But that's all. 700 00:42:04,332 --> 00:42:05,867 I don't want you to ask me about my personal life, 701 00:42:07,035 --> 00:42:08,402 and I don't want to hear about yours. 702 00:42:13,341 --> 00:42:15,243 From now on, our relationship is medicine only.